Does Panadol Kill You

I'll be there for you I will always love you (cont. Please Forgive me)

Written by: Ghost Lady of
Disclaimer: The characters presented in this fanfic belong only to themselves!
Summary: A reunion, and a mistake that almost repeated.
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Type: This time I can definitely say that it is snogger, angst, y. .. NC17 (This is the first time I write something, not too bad me)

In the previous chapter: After a discussion between David and Gillian his wife about the errors made in the past are forgiven, however. ..


Los Angeles, California

September 20th Century Fox recording X-Files II


June 2005 David parked his silver truck at the entrance of the recording studio, with its thoughts directed towards one person. Eagerly, they got out and entered the study.

saw the entire production team getting ready for the start of the shooting and came to feel at home. Until then, he had not realized how much I missed that environment, it'd ever come to weary.

But despite this sudden emotion, he could not detach his mind of the main reasons that attracted him to sign the contract for the recording of this second film. That motivation was

name: Gillian Anderson. The only woman in the world why he had risked his marriage. He knew that his happiness was complete with Tea and two children, but Gillian was like a drug to which he could not give so easily.

was confused about his feelings towards her. Before loved her, that he had no doubts. But now was not that exactly what I felt ... or maybe yes. I did not know precisely. What I did know was that there was some necessity and custom. Had worked many years together, which was used to being with her almost daily. Suddenly stop seeing her, though at first by choice, had been a very difficult change.

Now her whole being cried out for her again, and if only to discover that the love between them had gone out because of distance and the new lives they led. She had married and was happy, at least that was what he perceived in the e-mails were sent occasionally. Somehow had maintained contact, but not enough to keep alive her confused but passionate relationship. As it was, would find out that morning. Looking

, Gillian tried to locate so many people working, but it seemed he had not yet arrived. Going to give in their eager search, when accidentally stumbled upon someone's back.

When he turned to apologize, he met a woman with long dyed blonde hair and sunglasses. But this apparently was not fooled. He could recognize Gillian from thousands of women, with eyes closed. He had missed so much and now was there, standing before him, beautiful as ever.

could verify that the feeling was mutual when he saw her smile. She had also missed, despite the new life he had chosen, where he could not except as a friend and eventual lover. David wanted to be much more than that, however, it was too late. Too late. Eight years later. And unfortunately could not rewind time. This was a universal law constant.

loved her children, a life without their laughter lightens up the soul, without his small but important gains bragging to the maximum; not every story ever told him to travel back home, was unthinkable. Maybe it was the link that kept him with Tea. But then, where were the promises he had given her only a week? Were they lying? I did not know the answer. I was confused. Gillian confused, tangled feelings, involuntarily forced him to repent of the most crucial elections that had taken over the last nearly ten years, such as marriage.

They had the opportunity to clarify their relationship. Thought they had done that once at the airport, minutes before she traveled to London, but apparently nothing was clear, it just turned to be destabilized. I knew it was a common reaction, so dare to guess their feelings, glimpsed in his eyes, were the same as yours.

very politically was greeted, "Hello", a handshake and nothing more, not to elicit comments, but trying to go unnoticed, walking a distance, Gillian came to the trailer. Inside were the effusive and warm hug that could not be given out by the amount of outstanding looks of them. Chris found it strange that not approach to greet them, was probably out the final details of the production. Better the two so they could be alone.

When they parted, a kiss is allowed reunion they called, and again narrowed sharply. This time it was a hug shorter, but full of immense emotion. It was therefore not seen, they did not feel ... It was more than obvious that the talks with the messenger, visual encounters through the video cam, furtive phone conversations and e-mails had not done much except to keep abreast of news about their lives away .

They were guilty of what they felt, the boundless love that, unlike what Gillian and David believed, had not vanished, they were aware in the midst of passionate madness at home waiting for another person, the other woman or man with whom she had pledged loyalty and love. This gave them enough reason to leave, if not definitely wanted to finish unleashing the passion that at times overflowed.

smiled embarrassed by this situation, not be controlled, and without having excited even said a word or remove some clothes.

tried to calm the heat of their bodies, wondering about their children, new movies or plays in which they participated, the recent marriage of her, but after a while chatting, realized it was useless, that they really wanted was to forget for even a moment of who they were, the lives they had freely chosen to be adopted by a large idiots, and kissing, touching each other without any discretion on every corner and folding skin and so well known by both, and love on the bed, floor or against walls of the trailer. It did not matter where they did, would enjoy equal.

No talk, they knew that that was the plan. David took the first step. Place your hands at the nape of Gillian and pulled him with despair. Literally ate up their lips, because she had always exasperated to go slow. Even without damaging it, embrace it liked all quickly. Sometimes they even had wanted a pair of lips and hands again, only to not let a piece of smooth white skin unattended. Besides, she knew she was waiting desirous that care on their part. He never disappointed in that sense, and vice versa, since Gillian acted the same way. This special day would not be the exception, so cornered against the wall, never taking his lips began to caress her entire hand in hand stripping her clothes. Gillian

stifled sigh, the skill of David to lead this state was amazing, his hands were the only players in this situation. Only he knew how to turn it on so quickly, was the only one who knew all and had sexual fantasies come true. His strokes were becoming more daring, more daring, and she loved it, which swept through her body. His fingers undid the buttons of his pants and slid under her panties, eager to its essence, making her moan recklessly. Cared little where they were and that someone might listen.

But she also wanted to have fun. It was unfair that he was fully dressed and she almost naked, so I took his skillful hands and wet his fiery entry. He stopped the onslaught of his fingers and gave pleasure to Gillian could give. Infinity and libidinous pleasure that only she could provide. Allowed stripped him of his blue shirt and then his jeans and underpants. There was not even a prelude, a rub over your pants, nothing, his secret lover went straight to his cock naked. As in the old days. He began to rub his penis with vehemence, with uncontrollable lust, dropping deep and primitive cries of his master, who writhed and trembled for the immense satisfaction he was getting.

They were in paradise. They felt they had been given a second chance, that their prayers had been heard, that someone had deleted their past mistakes, that remember and love them as unreasonable and impossible, but beautiful to be professed. David momentarily forgot the promises he made to his wife, Gillian, fidelity which until then had remained at Julian. Did not perceive anything but off their tight bodies, their bold strokes and heart pounding. Really going to happen that would not happen this time, but could not avoid.

few knocks on the door broke the scene, but they did not notice until some time later, when the beating became insistent and someone named Gillian. She withdrew her hands abruptly hard erect member and David and, this, in the same way, let's kiss and caress. The two forced breathing. David laid a hand on the wall and lowered his head, Gillian still trapped between her body and the lining of the trailer.

- God ... - Muttered David with the little air that was brought together and shook his head. Had been about to commit a terrible error. Fortunately it had stopped a second before the final step. Were encouraged to raise their head, and Gillian's gesture, hands sheepishly covering his face, she realized that she was sorry, he was relieved that they had been interrupted. They could be wrong so many times. They loved, knew that for years, but some couples simply were not meant to stay together, but it hurt like a knife pierced in the back, maybe in another life if they could. This would have to get used to being friends, just friends, otherwise continue hurting people was not to blame for not facing their feelings at the right time. Someone

again called Gillian. This was the signal to start dressing and grooming in silence.

- now open - Gillian said finishing buttoning blouse. He moved to open the door, when David stopped laying a hand on his arm. Forced her to turn around.

- You know that this can not continue. - David whispered tenderly stroking his chin. She nodded, unable to hide her tears.

- Yes, I know - answered the same way in a whisper. Several tears ran over her face. He gently wiped them and besieged in his strong arms, resting his chin on his head. Perhaps it was the last time you hugged in that context. Gillian gesture rewarded him strongly, covering the waist and buried his face in his chest, releasing a few more tears.

After a few seconds, he let go not only toward the door, but at the same time, also his life.


Malibu, California
11:30 PM

That night, David came home tired after a long day of work. Gillian and he had filmed the first scenes and surprisingly the chemistry between Mulder and Scully remained intact. Tea

asleep waiting for him in one of the armchairs in the living room, covered with a blanket. He blushed deeply, did not deserve a woman so good and sweet to wait for his return. Blame it was burning. Although it had failed to consummate the sexual act with Gillian, had kissed like a pair of wild, touched on the most intimate, and David knew it was just as dishonest intercourse itself.

touched his face and Tea pearly awoke instantly. Seeing the face of her husband, smiled and he felt worse. He was a despicable, did not understand because I loved so much.

- How was your first day of shooting? - She asked, still smiling, patting her cheek. He withdrew his hand, but it does not feel neglected urged her to get up and sat with her on the couch.

- Well, well - responded on it, allowing it to sit down on his chest.

- And something happened to her? Did you feel something at her? - Le asked, but no hint of anger in his voice. Just wanted to know.

- Of course not - David replied immediately, not to plant doubts. - She belongs to my past. Do not forget - he said gently crossing their hands through the hair of his wife, asleep. Before being caught again by sleep, he whispered "I love you" to which David responded with a "me too" with eyes full of tears. I would have liked another woman was sleeping happily and peacefully in his arms.

"END?

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